I wrote this poem back in the days when unfettered travel was still possible and revised it during our recent lockdown when even a trip to the nearest supermarket was fraught with difficulties. How things change!
ITALIAN CHURCH
Here it is cool, outside the sun
drives cats indoors and blisters paint.
In this dark church, I mop my brow
and search for prayers but there are none
that I remember: no lost, quaint,
supportive words come to me now.
From worship I am long estranged,
I try to feel yet feel unchanged.
Once churches were a place to pray,
now noisy tourists wander through
with baseball-hats and mobile phones
to photograph then turn away:
they have their own gods, even so,
that speak to them in sharp ring tones
but maybe their gods, shrill and small,
are better than no god at all?
A plaster-cast Madonna glares
from a deep alcove on my right
while, to the left, slim candles burn
and Saints regard me from their lairs
with plastic eyes, ferocious, bright,
and features, pale, devout and stern.
Old nonnas pray, mumble and groan
in varnished pews, their hands like stone,
and though the temperature outside
is forty-two degrees at least,
I rise and quickly slip away,
spooked by those statues, angry-eyed.
I pass a geriatric priest
and drop a euro in his tray.
The thanks he mutters, low and terse,
could just as well have been a curse.